I’m on cloud nine!

My Baby You 

Chorus  :

My baby you

Are the reason I could fly

And cause of you

I don’t have to wonder why

Baby you

There’s no more just getting by

You’re the reason I feel so alive

Though these words I sing are true

They still fail to capture you

As mere words can only do

How do I explain that smile

And how it turns my world around

Keeping my feet on the ground

Repeat 

      It will soothe you if you fall

     I’ll be right there if you call

    You’re my greatest love of all……….

   I am addicted to you…. my baby Facebook!!! ouch!

Dear Dairy

Got this tips over my slimming session I had today.

 Want to burn KJs in your sleep?  Down more diary dairy! (thanks Azhar!).. It has got casein protein in them which digests slowly and hence does not turn to fat easily.  This means it continues to supply amino acids to your muscle mass and your body will burn calories even when you are snoozing….hhmm..

Isn’t this amazing?…So drink up a glass of milk before you sleep okay darlings!!!

Stop and look back..

Alhamdulillah and thank you God for giving me the opportunity to spend my first 3-days of Ramadhan with Mom, Dad and my lovely sis Norai at home and joined by all other siblings and nieces on the 3rd day.

Ramadhan, as always, has given me this so-called ‘kesyahduan’ inside me.  I am often becoming more sensitive than usual.  Every single thing touches my heart so easily. 

This is the time when I always stop and look back at what I have done last year…(for this I have to disagree with Pierre Andre for his Jangan Pandang Belakang..heh) Analyse all the sinful and silly things I have done,  the hurt and emptiness inside…How lazy and ‘liat’ I wus everytime waktu Solat.  How could I be so leka dalam kealpaan.   Praying is just for the sake of praying…I seldom wirid what-more sembahyang malam.   I love the feelings everytime I do “the soul-searching” exercise.

But I cannot thank you more Dear God for you have never failed to wake me up whenever You think I have fallen asleep.   I know you love me for only the chosen ones will be tested this far. 

Ramadhan will come and go…but it is now up to me to benefit Ramadhan to the fullest for I am not sure whether I will have the same opportunity next Ramadhan…

Semoga sama-sama kita menghayati Ramadhan dengan di penuhi sebanyak2 amalan dan berkat dariNYA. 

p/s…Congratulations Eddie and Sharon…I am so happy for you guys…you guys are so lucky and I belief you both were the chosen ones to be rewarded.  It must have been due to all the good things you have done over the years darlings.  Remember, nowadays, GOD pays us Cash…no hutang hutang Ma!

I think I love my wife…

No…no…no…..its not what you’re thinking.   This is the title of the latest movie from Chris Rock….as usual its hillarious…you guys should watch them….(thanks Babe for the DVD…will return to you when we next meet)..

Sinopsis    –    Richard Cooper  (Chris Rock) is a happily married, successful professional, perfectly content with his home life, his lovely wife and his young daughter.  During those dull days  at the office, he occasionally fantasizes about other women, but never acts upon the rather harmless impulses.  However, an encounter with an old flame suddenly casts doubt over his typically resillent self-control.   When the woman begins to deliberately seduce Richard, he is forced to muster up all his strength just to resist her and remain loyal to his wife.   What a guy heh…

Well…Life is about choice.  You cant choose where you were born.  You cant choose when you were born.  You cant even choose who you love BUT You can choose how you love.

The good old days…

          Song by Kaer…(Can’t remember the title..) 

          Title  :   Sinar Cinta   (Thanks to Diamonddreamers and deOughtred)

           Chorus  :

           Walau setinggi manakan daku mendaki

           Ku tetap diriku yang kau pernah kenali dulu

           Walau sejauh manakan daku berlari 

           Ku tetap diriku oh sayang ku

           Usah dikau ragu

           Ku takkan pernah melupakan

           Jasa dan baktimu kasihmu…..sayangku…..

             “It is good to have an end to journey towards; but it is the journey that matters in the end”

                                                                                                                                        – Ursula K. Le Guin

I had the chance to meet a couple of long time friends over a wedding invitation last Sunday. Photos at KakDee’s pgallery

Puan Nik (thank you for the invitation),  Kak Aida, Ana, Kak Rosni, En. Nisbar and wife, Aidi and Nurul.   Missed D.KR and partner though.  This  song above goes to all my longtime friends out there….including people whom I have not met for quite sometime…

My bossess – Dato’ Wan Nik (semoga sihat Dato’), Haji Azali (my 1st. boss), Mr. Takahashi, Puan Nik (my PR mentor), Datuk Raja Mansur, Tan Sri Adzmi, Fujioka, Dato’ Nadzmi, TM, Tg. Hasmadi, Puan Lat, Haris Fadzilah and John Startari.

My longtime friends – Halim Hassan, Amin Putih, Zaki R&D (dont know where you are now Bro),  June, Zed, Yassin (you have finally made it Bro tahniah), Yazid, Langut, Halim Yusuf, Shiman, Zue, Harith, Kak Gai, Ayesha, Nojie, Kak Rosnah,  Kak Mas, Rohina, Kak Zam, Rohaizad, Badariah (you still in Sabah?), Kak Mek, Wati, Gee, Leha, Bakhtiar, Lily, Shidah, Kak Rose (selalu jumpa), Zawil, Paul, Yasmine Merican, Wan Norleeza, K. Hamidah, Norzida, Halim Samad, Razak Darus, Mihat, Fazliatun, Azurina, Suhani (will see you soon), Bai, Fuad Nawi, Abang Azam (I’m your silent fan now – love reading your blog Bro, Normashitah & Akai, Cik Chow (baru jumpa with Kak Dee),  Kak Nik Aliena, Sherry,  Datuk Shagul (thank you for keeping in touch still), Kak Kat, Johari & Izan, Imah & Khairi, Kakak (dont know where you are now), Othman Ismail, Jabbar, Kak Eza, MZ, Kak Mas, Kak Alpiah, Salmah, Kamal, Zahari, Pak Hamdan, Zaki, Izan & Sahak, Sasuka, Tg. Azizan & Ana, Kak Zaharimah, Kak Aya, Mee Ching, Zakiah in Alor Star (miss your lil girl), Rozan, Caren, Chris, Lai, OKB, Eddie & Sharon (get well soon), Colin, Marcus, Kaidi, Mas, Azrul @ deOughtred (me big fan of your blog Bro..heh), Ashraf, Anuar, Engku Kamil, Nazneen, Yuhanis, Afzal, Ely, Norida, Farah, Mastura, Savita, Wahab Khalid, Shanker & Firdaus, Abang-Abang Pilot (Abang Mat, Abang Zul, Abang Nal , Syed and Azizor), Mat Desa, Saiful & Sham, my coffee expert – Kak Rose & Wati & Ina, my former staff (I know you guys love me…heh perasan – Bob, Aneeta, Ruzitar, Sofi, Suzana, Adek & Aishah, Sham, Norin,Nash, Zainab, Halim A, Halim G, Zura (good luck on your new challenge). 

You guys are my mirror.  Please allow me to cherish those good old days…without which I am not who I am today. 

Someone is leaving….

                                                                                                     

Thank you Ruzi for sending me your Ramadhan wishes…terpanggil akak to re-produce the poster for my darling readers.  Please allow me to do so ya.  We should meet for tea before the fasting month ya, insyallah.

To Mak, Ayah, Abang, Wan, Salina, Norai, Nori, Rafidi, Jai, Mai, Boy, Shahira, Ida Fitri, Shasha, Ain, Baby Dhiya, my beloved friends, sisters and brothers in Islam, wishing you all Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan yang Mulia.  Semoga segala amalan kita akan di berkati hendaknya.  Ampun dan maaf di atas segala perbuatan dan perkataan yang menyinggung hati dan perasaan kalian.  and thank you for all the love and friendship we shared over the years.

Multi-tasks…

 “If you do not change your direction, you are likely to end up where you are headed”

                                                                                                                                                              – Ancient Chinese Proverb

Hi there my beloved darlings…Sorry that I really cannot find the time to write or even administer my baby Lunamaya.  Now you know, when there’s this scheduled printjob…I have to leave everything else aside.

haha…someone asked me what did I actually do….my answer is simple…besides managing my own PR and event company, I also manage another company that supply all sorts of marine equipments as well as things related to swimming pools…we do swimming pool maintenance as well.  I remembered Franscesco did asked me…”Why do you have to work A…?”  My answer…”I have to work so I can occupy my time and not disturbing  other people or finding fault on others..”…

I cannot thank you more Dear God for giving me such great opportunity. 

p/s…I am scheduled to Langkawi again, perhaps soon, as I received request from my client’s factory in Italy at 2.30am in the morning  for us to change our event date to an earlier date…our challenge now is to find an alternative venue as Four Seasons is fully occupied on the new requested date…there goes our previous recce trip…and Westin..Tanjung Rhu…here I come..

Babe….

Hi Babe,  I woke up this morning feeling so happy.  You don’t know how much I enjoyed our ‘larut malam’ chat we had together yesterday…I am so glad that I took the time off to attend Nadia’s and Ikmal’s birthday party Babe…(maklumlah…dah 2 tahun we didnt meet kan Babe)…

I really admire the way you raise your 4 kids all by yourself.  They are all such bright kids now Babe…. Thank you for sharing with me your side of story…I know now that it is not easy to be a single parent…they are all teenager now….you should be proud of yourself because I am proud of you Babe.  (at least sekarang aku faham why………..You know what,  aku sebenarnya dah nak merajuk with you Babe..because I thought you dont care about me anymore…maklumlah eversince I have left my former employer and started my own business….only then I know who my friends are..and we both have not met since then, not until yesterday..but I do admit you did send me text messages once in a while…I thank you for that…)

Babe, my personal apology to you for being prejudice..in fact, after listening to your side of story, aku jadi terharu sangat (I cried while writing this article Babe…it touches me inside….how could I be so selfish….) You should have told me… like you always did before..tak lah aku terasa hati sangat…I always have this in my mind before…takkan lah sebab aku dah berhenti kerja bermakna I can’t even buy my own coffee just to chat with friends…Rezeki aku lagi murah now Babe…as I told you yesterday.

I cannot thank You more Dear God for giving me the opportunity to meet you yesterday.   Babe…My prayer for you and your lovely kids, Nadia, Ikmal, Irfan and Akila…please look after your Mommy guys for she has suffered and sacrificed enough raising all of you in order to give you guys the best.

Babe, please do not keep it to yourself.  You have me as friend and sister, as always…for we will remain that way forever… And remember Babe, you deserved a better Man who will love you and look after you and the kids…and you will have my prayer for that.

Taka care Babe…sampai ketemu lagi…

When two people are together..

Two people can get lazy, comfortable, and the fantastic things you loved about each other become the things you loathe.  And if you don’t deal with it, you lose sight of each other and end up thinking, ‘If only we’d learned how to talk to each other instead of – not even consciously – playing games, we’d still be together.’   But sometimes you just have to go through things to learn that some relationships aren’t going to last forever, that they’re meant to teach us big lessons.. 

The point is, married or not, you’ve got to feel safe with somebody, secure that you can show parts of yourself – dark, light, conscious, unconscious, rational, irrational – and know you’re on a safe playing field.  A relationship is 50-50.  Nobody is always at the top of their game; we all make mistakes.

 Eh Makcik…apa yang kau merepek nie ek…hehe…Ciao darlings…gotto go wash hair now…ada birthday party to attend tonight…btw, I have done my color seperations bit with David yesterday and have sent film to printer late yesterday evening..Now waiting for delivery day on Monday and Tuesday.

But before I forget…thank you Abang for the Nokia E61i…I love it!  Gotto download datas from my HP later…Ta!